Each day I give God thanks for three things.
My spouse. { Let’s face it– he is a saint}
My parish and The Episcopal Church
The fact that I was NOT raised in Evangelical Christianity/my heathen hippie upbringing.
Here on the Gulf Coast, evangelical Christianity is pervasive. Many people I know and love came to my faith tradition by way of evangelical Christianity– and many carry baggage from that experience which I { thanks be to God} cannot begin to fathom. I did not come to Christianity as a child, my two parents taught my brother and me the very basics of Judaism and Christianity– we were taught to ” do unto others…”
That was the extent of our religious teachings at home. To be honest, I sought and found The Divine in Nature more often than at any church or synagogue. My understanding of a loving Creator was experiential– I saw LOVE in the creek, trees, birds, and other plants and animals in my northern Appalachian home.
As a matter of fact, I sometimes laugh at the irony of how much time I spend at church– willingly– as an adult. Yet it wasn’t always this way in my walk with God. College was especially challenging for me; as both schools I attended has a rather ” evangelical”– and surely socially conservative– slant.
As a young adult I struggled to combine my passion to heal the world with my need for a faith community. Accepting Jesus was never an issue for me: it was finding people who treated each other with the love with which our Creator has for us. I sought people who followed the Jesus of the Beatitudes–the One Who came to show humanity a Way of Love . My problem was never with accepting Christ– it was finding Christians who would accept me in all my nontraditional messiness.
I sought a community that would not side-eye my devotion to Nature– who would not make me feel badly about my Jewish heritage. I sought a place where I could talk about the tough justice issues of our time in a Christian context. I wanted a community that sought to serve” …the least of these” and who welcomed honest questions about the Bible. I wanted a church that celebrated human love and sexuality in all its diversity and who ordained all genders.
While I am blessed with having grown up with more freedom than many of my generation, my own lack of contact with the evangelical community leaves me somewhat of a cultural anomaly here in Pensacola. I feel grateful that I never was told that God does not love me because of who I am.
I thank The Episcopal Church for being ” my people” .